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Pleasant day.
Saturday, May 29 11:31 PM
Meantime, ahDA is busying with...
School work, projects, band, orchestra...
And human relations.

It's all about busy, tired, shagged..
-.-

Finally, ICCA down.
Left 3 more papers next week.
And a few more the following weeks..
Good luck, my friend.

After five years,
Walking by you..
This is the first time..
I feel like walking away.
Can I?

Has my passion lost in the wonderland?
Can't be bothered anymore.
--
Uh, talk about something happy.
Got a new phone!
Like finally uh!~
Its blackberry bold 9700!~
But it is kinda..not very obedient..
Shall try to make it adapt to its owner! =]

And..
I got my desktop away.
Left with lappy now..
And the only stick that provide me with internet. -.-

A good thing is..
I got a bigger space to put my books and notes. ^^
--
This long weekend seems too short for me.
I think I need a longer time to think.
And my mind is full of business law, business law..

Jiayou.
ahDA'=]

When.
Wednesday, May 26 11:33 PM
When actually..
There is nothing to be excited about.
There is nothing to be happy about.
There is nothing to be sad about.
There is nothing to be disappointed about.

Overall..
Its none of your business.
Never been your business.

When human relate lies as truth,
Liars won the match.
When human relate truth as lies,
Truth-er lose it all.

Why find excuses when you can say the truth..
Why pretend nothing has happened when it does..
Why hold on when every one else is slowly letting go..

ahDA'=|

--
The survivor wins.

Band Camp.
Saturday, May 22 9:28 PM
2nd day of band camp.
Went to work this morning.
Woke up like super early!

Then travel back to attend piano lesson.
Piano lesson was damm cool.
I am starting to memorize scores.
Hahas.

Then headed back to school for the camp.
Orchestra to start off with..
Then full band..
Then trust-fall.. -.-

Kinda sad cause the first thing I did..
Was killing the rainbow.
Lucky the moon still survived.
=|

Did the trust-fall.
Yar, I did it.
With my head touching the ceiling before I fall.
-.-

Okay.
Now shagged.
Going to sleep le.
Nights.

This is how much time I hav left.

ahDA'=]

--
永恒往那里找?

Busy.
1:13 AM
In the best possible way, you have absolutely wrecked me,
because you see, I fell in love with you,
knowing that there was never any possibility of being with you.
-Dawson's Creek


--
Recently was damm busy.
So that's the reason why I didn't blog these few days.
Hmm,
Busy with the school project...
And band also.

Band training camp.
And then will be the intensive band prac..
Follow by concert.

How nice to have 3 papers to take during your concert week..
Hais.
Good luck, have fun.

Off to do project lo..
And I going to wake up at 6 later. -.-
God bless.

ahDA'=]

Jay latest album.
Wednesday, May 19 1:20 AM
Happy to receive the JayChou latest album as a bday gift.
Thanks Heihei! =]

That's for today.

ahDA'=]

--
Lies?

Staircase.
Tuesday, May 18 12:14 AM
After this post is up, I am going to study my EFMA! =]
Haha.
Maybe not, I am like shagged already.
See how luhh...

Hmm,
Today went to school super early for project.
And yes, I took a cab to sch. -.-

Hmm,
Went for a lecture.
Then off to Marina Bay Sands.

Seriously, I don't want to go.
Why?
Cause I wanna wait for it to be fully built..
And everything open le..
Then I go and see lah..
Not as if it will be destroyed after building it. -.-

Uh, because of the presentation.
The whole class have to go.
-.-

Lots of walking.
Lots of stairs.
Lots of sunshine.
Lots of .... .
=/

So yar, then back to school.
So hungry!!~

Hmm,
Band prac.

Home.
ahDA'=|

--
Never realise how much stairs you have been walking daily..
Till the day when you wanna avoid stairs. -.-


新的一天,新的希望。
有人说,分开是两个人感情的考验。

等待,是无法控制的。
自己说不等了,但是心还在等着。

等什么?
奇迹。
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Sunday.
Sunday, May 16 8:16 PM
Hi, its Sunday.
Supposed to be a tutorials day for me.
But ended up doing project.
So yar..Meet up and stuff.

Hmm,
Walk and walk and walk.
Think and think and think.
Discuss and discuss and discuss.
Suggest and suggest and suggest.
Wood wood wood wood wood.
[This shows the reason why this post is in this color.]
Hahahahas.

Okay, I am totally..
Mentally shagged.

I was cabbing everywhere.
Its a form of contributing to the economy.
And because of the rain...
And seriously, with this current situation..
No walking anymore please.
=[

Walking not that bad..
Just the stairs part..
Totally sucks. =x

Today is weird.
All of us are feeling out of place.
-.-

Time to rest..
=]

ahDA'=]

--
Boost up confidence level.
Never let others feel the disappointment.

Bad dream.
2:47 AM
Had a bad dream.
Cried in the dream thou.
And a strong feeling that the day will come.

When people loses their patient for someone,..
that's it. People give up on people.


Hmm,
Today was music day again.
And then ended with captain ball.
And there goes the blisters on my feet.
-.-
Pain ttm.

Had a very filling dinner.
Home.
Bathed.
And out again.

Nice meeting up I hope.
=]

ahDA'=]

--
Life like a failure.

Rainbow died again.
Friday, May 14 11:50 PM
Pleasant school day.
Ended with lectures.

Orchestra prac.
Rainbow died.

It's always during this period of time..
When my lips start to be redder n redder..
*shakes head*
And ulcers invasion..
-.-

ahDA'=[

--
Fate, believe it or not.

--
Goodbye is the hardest thing to say to someone
who means the whole world to you,
especially when goodbye isn't what you want.
-cdt.

Thought of.
Thursday, May 13 11:28 PM
Thought of something that I wanted to blog yesterday but I forgotten..
Last year, you were with me.
This year, we drifted.
Sometimes I wish we can go back to the past.
Thou I know you will never read this.
Hais.

Hmm.
Today's lesson ended quite early.
Off to a friend's place.
Thanks. =]

Back to school.
Sectionals.
Self-confidence, I realized.

ahDA'=]

--
In there, you push me away.
In here, I guess you will do the same.

I just wanna stop for a moment.

Happy Birthday.
1:17 AM
Thanks everyone for the wishes! =]
Relaxing day in school...
Had lesson only in the afternoon.
Ended with a cake celebration with the mates!
Thanks. =]

Hmm,
Band prac.
Tired.
Thanks for the surprise cake..
And all the wishes. =]

Awesome day.
Great. =]

ahDA'=]

--
Each cake I had, I make a wish.
I wish, I wish, I wish..

Tuesday.
Wednesday, May 12 1:40 AM
Sch was kinda slack..
Retail lecture was like rushing for train that kindd.. -.-

Went out with Ww at night.
Nice dinner.
Nice chats.
Nice scrolling.
=]
Thanks jie! =]

Home.

ahDA'=]

--
Thanks for the surprise. =]
Never fail to make me nervous..
Never fail to make me smile again.
Thanks. =]

Sick?
Monday, May 10 11:29 PM
Hmm.
Everyone is falling ill recently.
Most likely cause by the weird weird weather bahs.

Everyday is a long day.
Uh, today my section mates went disappearing.
So many fall ill...
Get well soon, guys!

Hmm.
Somehow first time in my life I experienced a wooden chip went underneath my skin.
So cool uh.
I can see it yet I cannot take it out.
Hahahas.
Okay, besides the pain and bleeding part..
Its interesting.
But in the end, I still manage to take it out..
Hahas.
Thanks for all the help! =]

Hmm.
That's all bah.

ahDA'=]

--
Not there, when I needed.
Just smile it off.

Enlighten-ment.
12:09 AM
I think we spend too much time wondering why we are not good enough.
We spend too much time over analyzing, over-thinking, and over-reacting.
We waste too much time putting ourselves down,
so much that we don't ever stop to see that well, we are good enough.
You are good enough.

We spend too much time with our heads down and hearts closed;
and never get a chance to look up from the ground
and see that the sun is shining and tomorrow is another day.

--
Yes, very random.
Credits to cdt.

ahDA'=]

Weirder.
Sunday, May 9 9:18 PM
Happy Birthday to Gary and Andrew.
Happy Mothers' day. =]

Didn't have the mood to blog for the past few days.
Life hav been getting weirder. Hahas.
I am still wondering if there is a word like this.
-.-

Hmm.
Feeling weird these days.
Is it because it's coming..
Or is it because it's leaving..
Hahahas.

Anyway,
I began to think, really think..
What is right, what is wrong..
What I should, what I shouldn't..

Hmm,
A finger was swollen...
Donno whats the reason behind..
But one good thing is..
I have seen a doctor this morning!
Alright, eat medi eat medi..
Apply cream apply cream..
And worse of all, the medi is SO BITTER.
=[

Life is now full of school work, activities..
And surprises love to take a ride to your doorstep every single day.
Lalalala.

Good luck, Amanda.

ahDA'=]

--
Silence may be golden, but it is not acceptance.
Overall, it's a form of respect only.

--
Just walk away, don't turn back anymore.
Not worth it at all, you understand?

Used to?
Saturday, May 8 12:38 AM
School, fine.
Meet up with Lina!!
Cool ttm. =]

Lecture lecture.
Project project.
Jyjy.

-.- Surprised.
Adapt adapt.

I am going nuts soon...
After hearing it over n over again..
Ahh..

Home.
Night.

ahDA'=]

--
Disappointment?
Nah, used to it already.

What will you choose to be?
Thursday, May 6 11:50 PM
This is only the 3rd week...
And I am feeling so torturing to wake myself up at 7am every thurs.
-.-
Arghs!!

Ohh..
And I just realised..
I have not buy any waffle for the past 3wks..
And together with the 2mths holiday.
Omg!~ I never eat my fav waffle for 3months?
Amazing.
Awesome awesome.

Self sectional today.
Pretty awesome.
=]

ahDA'=]

--
Music, art or dance?
What will you choose to be?

What so nice about dreams?
Coz its away from reality.

Hmm.
Wednesday, May 5 11:44 PM
Today's lesson kinda..
Short and hmm...confusing.

Totally not in the mood to understand BusLaw.
And worse of all, I brought the wrong notes!

Hmm,
Went Bishan to get some stuff done.
And back to school for a meeting.

Then dinner.
Then band prac.
Then home.

Tml 8am lesson.
Congrats!
Hopefully I can wake up uh..
Hahahas.

Nights.
ahDA

--
Breathe in, breathe out..
Relax relax..

It's still the same feeling.
Water left not drank.

Thinking hard.
Tuesday, May 4 12:55 AM
Skipped lessons again.
Totally not fun.
How I wish I can attend class and get some idea of what is business law in my head!

Basically, today was all about band stuff.
Besides going back to class for the presentation.

Hmm,
Sometimes, things just don't go your way.
Take a big round, then come back to you.

Life..
Just adapt and change in time with everything else.

Hmm,
tiring day ended just like that.

ahDA'=]
--

Who doesn't hate liers?
Or rather, who does not lie?
Just that the feeling hurts the most when..
It is from the person you truly love.

Silence.
Sometimes you just know that there is no point of saying anything, anymore.

Ice Skating.
Sunday, May 2 12:32 AM
Woo..
Ice skating! =]
Okay, what I gain is not the technique of skating...
But a big bruise on my knee.
Hahahas.
Alright luh, overall its FUN!~
=]

Had a wonderful lunch too.
Gyoza rocks. =x
Uh, then Caramel Frap!
Woot!~

At night..
VCH, alumni concert.
Nice. =]

Imagine next month..
I will be sitting up there on the stage..
Cool man. =]

Home.
Time to do work!

ahDA'=]

--
I do what I like..
But I will still spare time for school work.
I will not neglect my studies and projects.
I will not let my group mates suffer.

If I can, why can't you?

Self.
Saturday, May 1 1:08 AM
School.
Quite cool..
Both my fav modules so far. =]

Hmm,
Lunch-break donated to my lovely...
Yar, so..
Lectures..

Self prac.
=]

Home.
Tired.

ahDA'=]
--
Walk one step in front, incorrect.
Step a step behind, incorrect.

Don't force me to make the final decision.

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