The overdue bday song.
Monday, November 30 11:38 PM
Pleasant day to start with.Had "Fish Manhattan" for brunch with the classmates.
Nice seafood! ^^
Back to school for tutorial..
Effwriting is over and overall..I must say it is still okay.
Hopefully I will pass. =x
Band.
Sat there for almost the whole prac..
We end the band with the birthday song for Kesha. ^^
Hope she likes it. =]
Thanks guys, you people rocks. Wakakas.
Home.
Good luck for my macro. God bless!
ahDA'=]
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It is getting strength-less.
Can you take my hand and fly up to the sky?
Early rare post.
Sunday, November 29 6:55 PM
Seldom will I post up so early, or rather I had never been.Was feeling a bit hanging now, so I should down myself with writing for awhile.
Havent been eating roasted duck for quite some time, and I had it for both my meals today.
Tried to find the balance for Effwriting and Macro..
Hopefully I get to absorb all......by tonight. Hahas! =]
It is a cold hot cold hot day.
Went out for a walk...
Had kOi, I like that feeling when having that first sip.
Its like.."Woah!~". ^^
Uh, that's it.
Time to mug..
Bb.
ahDA
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Dreaming the dream when reality forbids.
The same fridge.
A song in the playlist repeating.
Nice and I thought of her when I heard that para.
[What hurts the most. - Rascal Flatts.]
The future.
Saturday, November 28 11:55 PM
Had jap class today.Tried my best to catch up with whatever that was taught last week....
Headache. >.<
After jap, Hei2 and I went PS to meet up with Pom2 n Kade.
Collected my movie tickets for 2012.
Grabbed some popcorns and nachos..
Settled down and there goes the 157mins of 2012.
Its nice and touching.
[Some parts are scary, I tend to use the popcorn box to cover my face.]
Walked around after the show.
Separate our ways home.
Nice meeting up with them after sooo long. ^^
Went for dinner with a fren.
Missed my bus-stop cause I was too engrossed with my storybook. =[
Walked..walked..
Home.
Gotta start revision! JYJY. =]
ahDA
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It is a gift, to be able to take all that happened to you with a lighthearted spirit, a genuine sense of humor about a mixed up world.
Crabby dinner.
Friday, November 27 9:36 PM
Being forced to woke up early in the morning thou it is public holiday! =[Went Orchard to meet up with Heihei.
We saw Dolly! Nice to see her after such a long long drift.
We went for a haircut.
Talk crap and have fun "playing" there.
I kinda like the new haircut. hee. =]
Home.
Suppose to study Macro, but then....
When Heihei is so engrossed in my itouch...
and I was finding some IP address or whatsoever....
So..hee..[Just have fun.]
Dinner with parents.
At the crabby place.
Its a belated celebration for mummy's birthday.
And still, she is the best mummy! ^^
Home.
Uh, concert is coming...DO COME SUPPORT. hee
Can get tickets from me! =]
Arh, the ants are coming for my barley water!!
Arhhh....RUN RUN RUN!~ =X
Okay, I am going to run with my barley water...
Byebye.
ahDA'=]
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The bad is coming back. I must stop it!
IT fair.
Thursday, November 26 11:03 PM
Was so reluctant to come to school this morning.Macro, may god bless me.
Went to ION after lecture.
Met up with Sherlina, together with Ruth, Caroline, TzeChing and Sincheong.
Had brunch at SoupSpoon.
Nothing much went into the tummy.
Headed over to Expo, IT fair.
Bought an itouch with TzeChing and SinCheong. ^^
Went back to school.
Sectional with Mr Yap.
Cool, I am learning..
Good luck next week. ^^
Home.
Happy Birthday Mummy. ^^
ahDA'=]
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Something is going wrong, I will try my best to stop it from getting worse.
I need time to get it right and adapt.
I knew it long ago.
My whole life is all about adapting.
I must not collapse.
Wednesday, November 25 11:15 PM
Lesson. Then..Lecture.
Went off to Kovan and collect the cake. ^^
Back to band room.
[Thanks for the food and drink. ^^]
Rot till dinner.
[When all the bad news came in...]
Wind Ensemble.
Concerto all the way.....high notes high notes..
Its nice to sit beside Joseph and play. HAHA. =]
After band, the whole section went to Blk L.
Find our lovely SL, Kesha....
Holding a birthday cake, and the jigsaw puzzle.
The 9 of us sang her a birthday song.
Photos photos photos!~
Then DISMISS!~
Home.
ahDA'=]
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I like the current thou it will soon be gone.
Thats why.. I am treasuring every moment with my silence.
A promise that came true.
Tuesday, November 24 11:51 PM
School. Everyone were busy clicking this and that to figure out all the unknown icons in Access. All our souls have gone to Access when we were having the Macro and Marketing tutorials.
Hahahas. Anxious.
Test. ICA1.
Partner with WeiHong.
Cool, everything went smoothly. ^^
After school. Met up with WW. =]
Thanks for the gifts! Love it.
Went for the Critical course. Uh, I fall asleep.
So I went band.
The weather is causing many to fall sick.
Get well soon, people. [Said it to myself too.]
Bro came to fetch. ^^
Went for supper.
Home.
ahDA'=]
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Accomplished promise. ^^
Tomorrow is the day.
I am waiting...for just that one message. [How long more do I have to wait?]
Sniff~Sniff~
12:05 AM
School.Brain cells just cant work out early in the morning with accounts.
Had lunch at North Canteen.
Lesson lesson lesson.
Met up with Ck and headed to band.
Tried to practise on the new score. Hopefully it will turn out well! =]
Hmm, I was kinda pissed off.
I am so gonna do something about it! =P
Two profs came and have sectional with Flute and Sax.
Huimin, alumni, came and guide us during sectional too~
Home.
I dont know whats up with the toilet again....but all I know is that I have to bathe with cold water.
Sadly to say, I hate it. =x
I guess, I caught a flu because of that COLD WATER! =[
Tsk..
Tml having ICA1. JYJY. =]
ahDA
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A promise. I wonder how will it turn out to be.
Day of rememberance.
Sunday, November 22 10:57 PM
Today is Nanny's birthday.Sadly, I could not celebrate with her anymore.
[Coffee cake. Mango pudding.]
Went work early in the morning.
The weather is so hot!~
After work, went Kovan to search for something.
Cool. I found it. ^^
Home.
Nap. ^^
Dinner at bubble. It seems like I havent been there for quite some time.
Home.
Mummy bought a new set of bedsheets for me. [First time post picture oh.]
ahDA'=]
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A sudden thought.
Very long ago, someone said this to me. [I realized . became happier after knowing you. You made . smile, I think you changed . life.]
Nothing stays the same forever.
The rainy weather.
Saturday, November 21 9:58 PM
The rainy weather..not a good day for work.Work at Labrador Park.
Small event, but I felt shagged thru-out.
Thanks for those who helped out. ^^
Maybe due to the sleepless night?
Went Bedok for dinner.
Took 25 home.
I had shared my views and I hope you will apply it. Somehow, I knew that it is never an easy choice to make when what you want is not the right choice. It is all the pain and sorrows, but it is a part of life.
ahDA'=]
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Imagine we are all the same.
Imagine we agree about politics, religion and morality.
Imagine we like the same types of music, art, food and coffee.
Imagine we all look alike.
Sounds boring?
Differences need not divide us. Embrace diversity. Dignity is everyone's human right.
What if it did not stop?
Friday, November 20 11:59 PM
Had Effwriting lesson but it ended pretty early. So I went back home and put my books.
Meet up with Sher and all for lunch at J8.
Pasta Mania. ^^
Headed back for Stats Lecture.
Omg, every week I have to stand this. I will go crazy and fail my stats soon. HAHA.
Went down to M hotel with Fen.
Work. Work. Work.
Money. Money. Money.
Lalala. So shagged.
Went to meet my fren for dinner. =]
Cab home.
I was glad that I came home in ONE piece.
Hai. First, the driver answered a phone call with one hand on the phone while he is driving with the other hand. 0.o I felt so insecure.
Second, when we were on the second lane heading straight after the traffic light. There is this stupid cab infront of us suddenly want to make a TURN.
Come on, that place is not allow to turn!! >.<
So my cab's driver was shocked and did a SUDDEN break.. really very sudden and hard..
I was on the phone, and the next minute it BREAK!
The back of my cab flip up luh..of cuz with a loud horn and squeaking cement floor sound..
Luckily I put on seat-belt...or else I will be gone by now. >.<
I was quite calm at that moment.
I didnt said a word or scream or wadsoever..
I just laugh. =x
Hahas.
ahDA
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I was safe and sound. What if he thinks that it is time for me to go?
Hahahas.
=]
Life like that.
12:22 AM
Had sch at 8am. It ended early.Went South for breakfast and headed home.
Took a nap.
Had lunch.
Went school.
Printed out my marketing project.
Slack in the band room...
Dinner at North. -A quick one thou-
Sectional with Mr Yap.
Basic exercises. JY ahDA.
Ended very early.
Home.
Do homework......
ahDA
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It is just a sense of heartfelt.
It is the mental part which affects all.
The last time.
Thursday, November 19 2:07 PM
Once you touch on that healing surface again, the protection layer will breakdown and blood flows again. It is a dream. A warm dream in this rainy day.
It is a lie. A white lie that I know deep within myself.
ahDA
Pray hard.
Wednesday, November 18 11:33 PM
Dad sent me to school.Uh, new stats teacher, no more Issac, here comes Sarah. lalala.
Instead of my usual group, I had lunch with Iris they all at Koufu.
A "Uni" talk. Hmm.
I don't think I am heading to Uni. No money, no grades, no time. Thats it.
Marketing lecture ended very early today.
Went band room and work on my marketing proj.
Cool. I finished it.
Had kOi. [Thanks! ^^]
Wind Ensemble, Full Band, Big Band.
Home.
ahDA'=]
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I am praying hard. I believe there are more than a soul praying for this. This must work out!! Pray pray pray.... *=.=*
Ouch.
Tuesday, November 17 8:09 PM
Was super early for school today.Sorry, I fell asleep during tutorial. I am so gonna fail this module. >.<
Had lunch at KouFu.
Met up with Lina and Wing. Hopefully things will get better for you, and me too. ^^
Had my last lab class before next week's ICA.
Time flies.
Its exam le. JY bah..
Home..due to the workshop was canceled last minute.
Ate cup noodles. It just tasted horrible and I was being "poked" by the egg shell. [Pain dao~]
Sad. =[
I just realised that the "hit" from yesterday had turned into a blue-black. And yar, I hit quite a number of things yesterday during practice. HAHA. =x
Hmm..Shall start work again. =]
I am not emo. I am enjoying my life in anyway I can.
ahDA
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Perhaps, it is beyond my expectation. I knew I was never there, and I will never get there. We spent a lot of time building up this castle, but you..unknowingly destroyed it.
If you don't understand my silence, then you don't deserve my words.
Small things.
12:56 AM
School.Lecture killed. First hour was totally on copying notes!~ >.<
I guessed I had a clearer understanding of basis and accrual accounts. HAHA. =]
Lunch break.
Didnt went out with my classmates while I spent my time with rotting in school for the first hour with Christina. Then, meet up with Lina and Mc for lunch. ^^
Crap again, as we always do.
Tutorials. >.<
Band room.
Yeah, had kOi! ^^
Had dinner at Mac.
Rushed back...speed walking speed walking....zoomzoomzoom...
Overall, alright. Wasnt really focus cause my mind is not there. Heh. Its somewhere else, thinking of another soul.. God bless. =]
Home.
Mom was so high when I reached home.
Many new things were being introduced to me after I put my bag down.
Ohh, when can I move house? Haa..I may have that feeling that...Am I still in the same house as yesterday? Haa..Yes, I am. The floor is still the same. HAA.
Hmm.
Did my tutorial for marketing.
Time to sleep.
Nights.
ahDA
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Sometimes, you just made my day with the tiniest thing you did. ^^
Jerold's Bday Celebration.
Sunday, November 15 11:32 PM
Slept quite late yesterday, eventually woke up late today.Tried my best to finish up my marketing project, I left with appendices.
Went Chinatown.
Jerold surprised birthday celebration at Spizza. ^^
Nice food.
Home.
つかれました. [Tired]
ahDA
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Many are left unsaid. Many are left to do.
Astroboy.
Saturday, November 14 11:37 PM
Dad sent me to lesson. After lesson, met up with Qihao. We went quite a number of place to find something. In the end, give up..and decided to catch a movie at PS. =]Watched Astroboy.
Nice.. ^^
Had kOi. =]
ahDA
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Smiles.
I just want to make things simple.
Friday, November 13 11:13 PM
Its Friday the 13th.Black friday.
EffWriting always make my mood go down down down..
Today Haley said "I like to see you suffer." [I am kinda :O when I heard that sentence from her mouth..thou she is not saying it to me. hahas. ]
I guessed the tutor is getting annoyed by our class. Sooner or later she might just complaint to our mentor. lalala.
Makan at NorthCanteen. Western.
Then went to have project group meeting. Did some editing and we are ready to hand up our outline! Yay! ^^
I dont fancy Stats lecture. So far, I dont understand anything that he had said. -faints-
School End.
Met up with Ww and Fen. Thanks Jie for kOi!~ Enjoy your trip! =]
Acc Fen awhile then headed to band room.
Did some of my work and went for dinner.
Orchestra practice. I thought of Nodame again. Chiaki senpai. ^^
JY.
Home.
The weather is cold, or is it me? Hahas. I am freezing.
ahDA
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Isn't it ironic when someone is there for you, but you are mind is at somewhere else.
I agreed with someone saying that.. each day, you will face different things and it will never be the same. Just like, the apple you ate today is different from the apple you ate yesterday.
If the next minute you will lose all your friends, and only one is going to stay..
Who would it be?
Short and Sweet.
Thursday, November 12 11:15 PM
Morning. Was feeling totally horrible and weak, however life still got to go on.
Had lecture, project meeting with Iris, Christina and Lucas.
Thanks ShuBing for accompanying me to get kOi today! Its my breakfast. ^^
Home.
Stare into space for awhile.
School.
Meet up with Kesha and headed to LongJohn for lunch.
I sat there and watch her munching...No mood to eat anything.
Then start to rot at band room alone.
Did my EffWriting homework and work on my Marketing ICA. Rot until dinner.
Haa. Had sectional with MrYap.
Home.
Work on projects....
ahDA
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Gain one by losing the rest.
In the mist, it is not a whole.
A perfectionist without confidence.
Sooner or later.
Wednesday, November 11 11:33 PM
Hi-low.I almost went into a lecture room this morning when I was supposed to go to a tutorial room.
Haha, stupid ahDA.
Arh, our stats tutor will be different next week! Arh.. Hopefully I can continue to eat in class with the new tutor. =x
Had brunch at South. Headed for marketing lesson. Absorb absorb absorb..
Went Clarke Quay with Fen to makan bakuteh. hahas! =]
Then headed back to school for band. ^^
Wind ensemble. Tired.
Shagged.
Had been feeling weird these days.. I wonder, when will I collapse? hahahas. Kiddin luh. =]
Lots to do. JYJY.
ahDA'=]
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History repeats by itself.
You know it is coming, sooner or later.
New toilet bowl.
Tuesday, November 10 10:36 PM
Hi, it is still on the toilet bowl topic. -faints-School. Had the berries yogurt before it is leaving NYP after today. HAHA. I will miss it, thats a part of my memories for the last two years. =x
Mind is still not working during tutorials. Wake up wake up AMANDA!
Lab lesson was fine.
Time flies, ICA is just around the corner.
Good luck man.
Rot till 7.30pm.
Had a critical thinking course for two hours. Trying my best to understand and catch the main points. Hopefully I can get something out of it 3wks later. hahas. =]
Toilet bowl.
It arrived to my lovely bathroom today. So Mom called and said, no using of bathroom until tml. I was like... WHAT? TML? Then how I .... >.<
Sadly, I have to go with it. So, end up using Dad's bathroom.. [the place that I will never go in more than twice a yr.] =[
Lets get started with projects.
Didn't had kOi for three days.
ahDA
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If this war is going to be continued in this way, then I shall follow the flow. No point making it obvious to get colder responds in return. In the first place, I dont even have a choice.
Making life miserable?
12:05 AM
Nono. You know the limits, just stop there and you will be fine. =]School.
Had a chance to meet up with Lina and Mc for lunch. It is comfortable to chat with them about anything cause you know they will always be there for you. ^^
Was so reluctant to concentrate today, gotta buck up lo. =]
Band. Tired. Home.
I want to share this to people who understands.
It is okay if you dont, cause it is not important as all.
Just a poem.
李商隐 - 无题
昨夜星辰昨夜风，
画楼西畔桂堂东。
身无彩凤双飞翼，
心有灵犀一点通。
隔座送钩春酒暖，
分曹射覆蜡灯红。
嗟余听鼓应官去，
走马兰台类转蓬。
ahDA
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I started to ponder if my thoughts are still on the same track as before. I thought it would be the same for the next three years, but then now I am no longer sure.
If you are feeling unhappy or frustrated about something, will you still smile and act like nothing has happened?
I wont.
I think...it is good enough that I did not show my temper off. [Taurus hav bad temper, don't you know?]
Toilet Bowl Day.
Sunday, November 8 10:26 PM
Being woke up by mom cause the toilet bowl guy came.. >.<Whatever.
Tried to work on my tutorials...eventually nothing is done.
Being dragged to choose the toilet bowl [See, I won the new toilet bowl match.]. I don't even know why am I there..So sian and nothing to do...being surrounded by toilet bowls and basins..>.<
Because of the color that mom chose for the t.b, she insisted on getting the same color basin. -.-ll My house basin never spoil lerh! tsk.. So I said to mom, yesterday I agreed to pay half for the t.b, since you wanna the basin, then you pay for it yourself. =P
Work is not being process.
Why like that?..
Frustrated for almost everything I did today.
ahDA
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When you happily thought that you are one step nearer to your target, and the next moment you realized...
There is no ending point.
Silence, stop and think.
A thought.
Saturday, November 7 11:16 PM
Just a random thought after a conversation.Sensitivity of a person is not only on the surface, it is more than that.
It also includes a person's sensitivity on something or someone, not only oneself.
It is how one behave and the attitude on every single little details in life.
One may not realize their mistakes while others felt like disasters.
No matter by words, actions or emotions, one should take more precaution than usual.
ahDA
Kirin loves.
9:35 PM
It's just feeling so great to wake up in the afternoon. hee.Went for Jap class and headed to Sumo House for lunch aka dinner with EbiEbi. ^^
Learn the word [Kirin] which means..[Giraffe]!! hahahas.
Walked around AMK and bought our kOi!~ hahahas.
Saw Ww and we roamed around AMK. ^^
Saw MrLeng at Artbox, chat for awhile... =]
Home.
Had an argumentative but interesting topic discussion with mom. Seriously, I am so going to persuade her to change the toilet bowl! hahas.
Still gotta do tutorials. JY!~ =]
ahDA
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There will be times when you wouldn't know which path is the right way to move on.
Missing items.
1:52 AM
HI!Nearly late for tutorial today. Phew.
Had a birthday celebration after the lesson for TC aka Heley. LOL. =]
Cake, guitar-singing-dance.....
We went over to Grassroot, Nakedfish restaurant to have our lunch. ^^
NICE.
Happy bday Ching. ^^
After lecture, went to meet up with Joseph. Hahas, then we went to roam around the IT-fair in sch. Bought a laptop skin for my lappy. heee! Hopefully it will be nice..^^
Went hub to have dinner at MOF. Meet up with Tim and had a movie session. [PokerKing]. Not bad eh, at least I laughed. hahas. After the movie, we had kOikOikOi! Hee.. =]
Home.
Sian, I found out that I lost 20bucks. Sian, very sian.. moody liao. HAHA. Best of all, I dont even know how I lost it! Arghx... 20bucks ar 20bucks, faster come back ar....
ahDA
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When curiosity did not killed the cat, it creates silent misunderstanding between people.
Okay, my mind is not working well, I don't know what am I typing about. I am still thinking about that 20bucks. hahas. =x
RainRainWalks
Thursday, November 5 11:29 PM
Rainy day..I wonder how many cats and dogs were drenched? Took a longer route to reach school this morning, and the macro lecture nearly brought me to the dreamland. So tired.
ShuBing was asking me to accompany her to walk home..Yar, walk home. *faints* So I bought a waffle and prepare for my TRIP. Walk, talk, crap... ^^ We had kOi after we walk and walk and walk under the big big sun with my thick jacket on!
NICE. *thats the best word to describe. haha.*
Home. Mummy-daughter bonding time again...and there goes my sleeps. =[
Went band at around 4plus, but the door is not open! Sadly, I roamed around the school for quite some time... Sectional. The room air-condition died on us. -.- Suffered with raindrops pouring downnnn... There's lots to work on. JY, ahDA.
So nice to have a person there to sing you a lullaby before you sleep. Thanks. ^^
ahDA
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Don't depend too much on others, learn how to be independent. There will only be one soul there for you forever, and it's you, yourself.
HS-SportsDay.
12:15 AM
Today [4Nov] is Hospitality Sports Day!Lessons were draggy and I am falling asleep again.. Ended lecture early and we headed to the event area..However, registration will then start after an hour, so we slack at some corner. HAHA. Have fun crapping, taking photos, listening to guitar and songs... ^^
It was surprising that this event had been so successful.
Thanks. I really appreciate all these effort and support from all of you.
Had wind ensemble after the event. Shagged.
Do not walk away when you know that it is just plainly a misunderstanding.
I missed my kOi again. =[
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I felt that, "sorry" is a special word that people use to apologize for something/to someone. However, not many people said that word from their heart, they said it for the sake of saying. Then, what is the point of saying? The felt of unrealistic just flew into my mind at that moment.
Disappointed with people who said it when they were so reluctant to do so.
ahDA
Kbox-ing.
Wednesday, November 4 12:44 AM
School as usual. 9am-5pm. Had lunch at South Canteen and the lab class ended earlier than usual because I finished my assignment. ^^ One module down to focus. I am glad.Met up with Huifen and Weiwen, then we went for k-dinner at the Broadway Plaza. =]
4hours plus of singing, eating, drinking and crapping. Nice gathering. Hope all of us had enjoyed ourselves.
Missed my kOi today. Shall have it..hmm..Thursday maybe?
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Sometimes, when you does not even give yourself a chance to try, whats more that you want to get from others? And you will never know the end result. However, result might not correspond to the thoughts and expectations. So yar, overall it is all up to you.
ahDA
Always thought that..
Monday, November 2 11:19 PM
Nearly late for lecture this morning, but was just in time! =] Wakaka..It was a long, tiring lecture where I almost fell asleep!!After the lecture, we went [opps Anderson Sec] coffeeshop to have brunch. ^^ We stayed there for quite some time and crap. So we talked about CHRISTMAS CELEBRATION! Cool, the plan is out!~ =]
Accounting tutorial was boring..I was trying to keep myself busy by typing all my contacts in my phone to my lappy. hahas. Sorry luh, too bored what. =]
Ohh, that effwriting lesson after accounting...worse..I find myself plainly rotting all the way....=x
Lalala, lesson ended early so I went to band earlier too. Did the usual set-up and dinner time~ Woohoo, I believed Jo and I had a "wonderful" dinner session. hahahas! We are smart. lalala. =]
Band prac as usual. Home.
Using my desktop to type this...let it work-out. ^^
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Hmm, I didnt know why this would even happened. I always thought that we will be what we are from the beginning till the end. But now, it doesnt seems like it is going to be. Just of a reason that I cant even accept it myself, I dont understand why am I enduring.
Shan let the unnecessary bothers.
ahDA
Tutorials rush hours.
Sunday, November 1 10:35 PM
HI readers, here goes my second post of the day. Every weekends seem to be a 'tutorial' day to me..
Do I even get the chance to hang out a little? hahas..
Today was the tutorials rush.
Had lunch with parents and headed for kOi before home. *heex*
Have been staying at home the whole day just for tutorials.
Did the marketing, macroeconomics, statistical and eff-writing...
Went over to CBM to pack food for dinner with Hoho. We were so hungry that we spent all the money that we have just for FOOD. lolx. So we came back home and DIG IN!~ Wooh, a very full dinner. I am glad.
Started to work on my jap homework..my brain is just so small to put everything in.
So much to learn, yet my cells are out of stock.
Tml its Monday again..time flies.
ahDA=]